The BORING

 we humans, who live normal lives can never be satisfied with whatever we have.
always want more, the better, almost perfect.
sometimes when you got it and have a taste of it, you just don't want it anymore.
sick and tired? bored? no kick?
you just wanna be like before, maybe when before is achieved you want to have it and taste it again.
a stupid vicious cycle over and over again.


similar yet different, we are.
my feelings are fading for you everyday,
can you save me from feeling like that?
unfortunately, i don't think you know.
i don't know if i should tell you. i don't want to see you hurt.
but eventually i have to, i want to hurt you any longer.
i don't deserve you, you deserve someone better.
much much much better.

I might have bipolar disorder.

Emily Browning, Paris Hilton, Anna Tsuchiya

FINALLY FOUND THISSSSSS.... I've been looking for this piece since don't know when.


if i ever get married i want this song to be played WAHAHAHA...

 i feel sick after watching the video, feel bit pukey.

humans the most evil species on earth, for money they can do anything and everything.

 omg chihuahuas are so freaking cute

i feel like dancing....


i dunno how to dance WAHAHA

sexyyyy song.

lastly 
lovely song.

 

Anna Sui Nail polish -> $10, before $22
Anna Sui Dolly Girl Lil' Scarlet Super Mascara DX Long Lash -> $25, before $41
Anna Sui Waterproof Pink Eye Liner -> $17, before $28
omg omg omg omg i wished i had $500 with me i would srsly spend the $100 away.
the bottles/containers are so gorgeous, and the cosmetic would have this hint of rose scent
ok i shouldn't waste my money, but im a crazy anna sui cosmetic fan girl.
but seriously who wouldn't be fangirling over those?
i swear im going back for more next year woooootz

my adorable mama bought me a 可愛い hp ice cream it's so cute, and chocolately ganguro

excuse me for acting cute， yes cute adorable + ugly.

Mirror mirror. . .

on the wall


whose the meaniest of them all?


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If matthew gray gubler is ever sick or on holiday, i can stand in for him :D


say hi to my new glasses, i like looking geeky

I'm not trying to be cynical here.
"Do not judge a book by it's cover" my parents always reminds me about this.
this is something really true, it applies to my everyday life. Sometimes guts feelings works too.
It's not easy to know what's in the pages.
it takes a long time to get people's true colors surfaced out, trust me.
When that happens claws, tails, pig snouts will be seen, it'll disgust the hell outta you.
so don't give your opinions on a person too fast. You never know when they'll stab your back or bite you.

'Testing' someone would be a faster way to know him/her better.
not like I'm a moron, but it's better to know before someone gets hurt, isn't it?

 hi hana reporting live at her computer desk.
argggg, klintonn is rather funny today, he is getting better at jokes. . .maybe not really.
but on today's class was better than the past weeks.
sorry jac and kandi i 'aeroplaned' ya both.
i rather spend the $2 on hair extensions, i am a vain pot.
i need more work on my exterior complex shit LOL.

Dinner at lianggggg court(I OWN IT :XXX. . .not.) with mr. kel.
CURRRRY CURRRRRY! <3
oh and ice creams is a must.
and i have green tea on my nose =-=;;
and clarke quay is really gorgeous!
all dolled by for mooncake festival.

oh and atsuki moved to liang court. . .
i don't like atsuki, sorry atsuki fans.
no offence, i think it's overpriced and badly made.
and it somehow gives off a bit of pouserish vibe.


what a pretty day~

do you ever feel like chatting to someone on msn but you don't know you should do it or not?
like thinking: what if he/she is busy now?, am i being a disturbance?, will the conversation eventually turn awkward?, etc etc?
irritating isn't it? it's way fucking irritating you know? but anyway i doubt he will reply me. he is a busy man, i understand.
i think this is bad... this is almost turning into an obsession. bad bad bad.bad bad bad bad. . .
anyway who cares yo?

MGG is on tv earlier on. . . :D
i wanna eat him all up! *munch much munch*

anyway wow thanks huijin. . .she made me fucking excited today man. . .she showed me this this this. . ..
this china auction(something similar to yahoo auctions) website sells merchandise which  WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY cheap.
it totally blew my mind. im never gonna go buy stuffs anywhere in singapore anymore wahaha!

oh oh oh anyway i did some extensions today. . .
didn't have alot of money to do like 30 pcs. . . so i just did 10pcs with some jewels at the side,
omg i feel so pretty, it totally boosted my exterior complex ok!

omg like wth, amanda and me have almost the same brain OMFS!
ok im anticipating for the time after ginette's class woooooohoooooooooo!

so sad i got flammed on my http://5thavenueatelier.blogspot.com
oh well who cares. i flammed someone first anyway LOL :XXXXX

I really don't know why i'm so unlucky this month. . .
Firstly there is this fugly psycho moron, who was in my way while walking to the passanger service area at orchard mrt...ok i was in his way too. I don't know why he didn't move to the empty space at the side(not like i don't wanna move away people are all blocking me), he walked really close to me face to face i didn't move then when i decided to move away, he got closer and moved abit to the side.... GUESS WHAT HE MADE ME BRUSH AGAINST HIS CROTCH, FUCKING SHIT! THAT'S SUPER DISGUSTING.
I was having goosebumps all the way home, i felt like cutting that part of my leg off.

For 2 times i almost lost my ezlink card and somehow found it in my wallet/bag, i searched, not like i never check my wallet/bag,
i really just can't find it. Till i check back 15 minutes later.
And yesterday I forgot to bring home my umbrella and now it's officially gone.
And today, i went to grab some ice cream with keru and I can't seem to find my money at all, worst part is i already ordered my ice cream =~=;; searched my bag like 3/5 times already man, and check my pocket like a zillion times.. . It's super embarrassing ok.
It must be the 7th month(lunar calendar), seriously it must be. . .

this sucks this sucks this sucks can't wait for the 7th month to be over WOOOHOOOO!